Justin Ellington….I love you with all my heart. I don’t understand this. Why why why. I never would have thought the last time I saw you would really be the last time… You are an amazing guy, you have such a kind heart, you always kept me laughing the whole time when we were hanging out. Youve been in my life since I was about 13. These past 5 years were too short. I just want one more day with you…to watch silent hill again together and for me to come up to your work and mess with you hahahah. You are such a wonderful handsome guy and you were always so good to me and Amanda…and everyone. Everyone loves and misses you so much. Today when I was at your moms house with everyone. I knew you were there in spirit. I felt like you were still psychically here and we were all waiting for you to come home. I know you’ll take care of us and watch over us all. I still cant believe this is true…I laugh everytime I say juju because I know you hated when I called you that hahaha but you’re my juju and I can’t get over how much I love you! I was just talking 2 days ago about when me and Beth came to your work a few months ago and were loling at the skyrim dragon Hahahahaha and making such a scene in GameStop. Oh Justin ill see you again one day. And you better be ready for me to jump on you and give you the biggest hug and kiss. I love you I love you I love you!!!!!!!!!!!

lalala. little erika is on my bed sleeping while im lurking tumblr naked. muahahha. no clothes no care.